Lukey

Well, i think its about time he got a post of his own. Afterall, he is kind of a pretty big part of my life now :)

Friday night, after... Erm. Yeah, so Friday night. He said the "L word" to me. And i frrrrreaked out. Is that bad, or is that just a self defense tactic? Fuck it. I said it back anyway. Its not like major fireworks, rose petals laid on the bed and those little Italian men playing violins love, but love is love right? And it doesnt need to be all of those fancy things to be love does it? He makes my toes tingle when he touches me and gives me butterflies in my tummy when he kisses me, and they are all the little things that make "us" special. So basically, i guess i love Luke a little bit. We'll go for a medium sized bit and call it quits? DEAL.

We spend a hell of a lot of time together, and things have gotten - no, they always have been AMAZING. I couldn't ask for anyone who is more suited to me. We kind of just fit together, theres no real explanation for the way we are just "together". Theres none of this parading infront of the mirror for hours trying to find an outfit, getting up before him to put my makeup on or being carefull what i say incase i say the wrong thing. Its just nice and simple. And that is exactly the way i like it.

"I wanted you to call me cuz i wanted to wake up to you. If you're not here yourself, then thats the next best thing".. N'awww.

Just generally feeling pretty happy about it all really, i'm happy and he seems really happy.

And i recon its about time i had some sunshine in my life :)